Rouge 2008 is over- and seemed quite successful on many levels, but there are always kinks to work out. I've already begun 2009 stuff because I am going to be busy with wedding stuff, family things and just general craziness!
It was so awesome to meet new people, re connect with a few I haven't seen in a while and to become closer to people that make me smile. It's always interesting when social circles transform from one group of people to the next. There are always those people that are still part, but the major morph brings new people and ideas into the center of your life- even if just for a short time.
I had a run in with my left ovary 2 days after Rogue started that couch ridden me for almost 5 days. Glad to say that it and I have reconciled under the condition that I poke it with a fork the next time it decides to be a bastard. I hate when my body kicks me, but it's usually at a time that is needed. Too much stress or I get myself worked up about something or things that don't really matter in the grand scheme of things and I get kicked back a few notches and told to calm down.
After a few conversations I have had with various people and various things that are going on with people, I am very happy to be in the place that I am in. I am comfortable with my living environment, my mate, my social circle, friends and family. I try not to sweat the small stuff (though sometimes it may not seems small). I try to let things roll and try not to yell and scream about things. Try to see the flowers as beautiful though they are killing my allergies, and trying to love the Tower even though I'm convinced the volume level has risen about 10 notches in the past few weeks.
Sometimes big things happen and we are expected to flip out a bit, but you can't flip out about every little nothing bull shit thing that happens. Gotta take a breath and make it happen, make it good, see the positive.
The biggest thing I think that I have realized as of late is how much Fishstick means to me. You're great butthead. Thanks for everything always (sometimes I don't feel like I say that enough)
So here's to a kick ass 2008 festival, the hopes for an even better one in 2009, not sweating the small stuff and having great people in our lives!
3 comments:
you have SO come full circle and I am So happy for you and the Fishmeister! I can't believe May is almost here!!! Yay!!!
Rogue was awesome and you were amazing, APJ sang your praises all day long! You kicked some major butt my dear!
Glad you're feeling better!
Rogue was pretty sweet this year. My first year, and thanks to you and fishstick for enlightening me about it!, it was fun.
I love you!
You are my fave biatch -- I couldn't have done my show and/or the Rogue without you.
If you want me to hold the fork, I will....
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